What I Learned Losing a Million Dollars: Lessons in Trading and Investing

The book “What I Learned Losing A Million Dollars”, co-authored by Jim Paul and Brendan Moynihan, offers a deep exploration into the psychological traps that lead to financial ruin. It's a story about the darker and honest side of investing.

Introduction

Jim Paul's journey took him from a small town in Northern Kentucky to governor of the Chicago Mercantile Exchange. In his book, Paul shares his own personal story. He experienced all of the highs and lows and lost everything. In this frank analysis, Paul and Brendan Moynihan revisit the events that led to Paul's disastrous decision and examine the psychological factors behind bad financial practices in several economic sectors. In this book, Paul shares his own personal story and talks through his market experiences and ups and downs.

Paul's Rise and Fall

Jim Paul was a remarkably successful lumber broker who had achieved it all. He had his own business, made lots of money, and even had a seat on the Governing Council of the Exchange. The book begins with the unbroken string of successes that helped Paul achieve a jet-setting lifestyle and land a key spot with the Chicago Mercantile Exchange. Then, in what seems like a blink of an eye, he lost it all.

Paul's spectacular blowup came because he put on a soybean spread trade, thinking that this would be the huge winner that made him, his friends and his clients millions. The initial position was successful and Paul, always searching for a big financial score, was practically counting his profits. However, the position quickly reversed and Paul was too stubborn about cutting it. After that point, he was unable to get out doing to the market being locked at limit, so he kept bleeding until he lost everything-his business, his net worth, his exchange membership and his position on the Exchange Board.

The Core Lessons: Avoiding Losses

The book then describes the circumstances leading up to Paul's $1.6 million loss and the essential lessons he learned from it. Although there are as many ways to make money in the markets as there are people participating in them, all losses come from the same few sources. Investors lose money in the markets either because of errors in their analysis or because of psychological barriers preventing the application of analysis. While all analytical methods have some validity and make allowances for instances in which they do not work, psychological factors can keep an investor in a losing position, causing him to abandon one method for another in order to rationalize the decisions already made.

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After his loss, he realizes that he never was a proper risk-taker, a real trader. He was trading the markets but without ever having learned how to take risk. His position sizes were enormous and he wasn’t fully aware of the risks that he was taking. As a result, he would get into positions that could have potentially disastrous outcomes. In the trade that wiped him out, he had risked almost everything on a huge amount of margin. While it would have made him an immense amount of money if it had worked out, he also left himself wide open the possibility of blowing up. This is more akin to gambling than prudent risk-taking.

The Importance of Risk Management

As part of his journey into learning more about trading and investing, he goes on an exploration of various famous traders and what they have to say. The fact remains that there are a host of strategies and tactics to make money in the markets. Many famous investors have styles that starkly differ from one another. There are computer scientists who build fabulous automated trading systems; there are deep value stock pickers who buy and hold; there are macro investors who invest in macroeconomic trends all across the world. They all have a style that suits their personality and unique strengths and they stick to it.

Paul then stumbles across a rule common to all great investors-cutting losses. This stands out precisely because everyone repeats and underlines it as the most important thing. As Warren Buffet famously put it in his two rules to investing, “1. Never lose money. 2. Never Forget Rule Number #1”. Thus, while they can’t agree on much, all great investors can agree that it’s important to limit losses and be disciplined in your risk management. This was Paul’s breakthrough-when he discovered that “Learning how not to lose money is more important than learning how to make money”.

The Psychological Dynamics of Loss

The book examines the mental processes, behavioral characteristics and emotions of people who lose money in the markets. The authors argue that the greatest threat to investors is psychological-irrational behavior that compels them to stay in losing positions or shift between strategies to justify prior decisions. This means entry and exit points are derived after you have done your analysis. Then you put controls onto you trades and portfolio. This is setting stop losses and also the criteria for when you will exit a position at a profit. By setting these in advance, you take away the possibility of making a difficult, emotional decision at some point in the future.

Understanding the Ego and Personalization

Losses caused by psychological factors presuppose your ego’s involvement in the market position in the first place. It means that you have personalised the market. Acknowledging that losses are a part of the business is one thing. Taking and accepting those losses is something else entirely. In the markets, most of us have difficulty actively taking losses. The reason is that all losses are treated as a failure. Internalising an external loss involves ego. It causes one to view it negatively - as a failure, something that is bad or wrong. Psychology deals with the ego. As a result, if one can eliminate the ego from the decision-making process, the losses caused by psychological factors can be controlled. The trick is to prevent market losses from becoming internal losses, to understand how this happens and avoid those processes.

One begins to take the market personally. Hence, the loss becomes subjective when in fact, it is objective. It moves from being a monetary loss to a personal loss. How sentences are worded, we tend to confuse losing with being wrong. As a result, one tends to take what had been a decision about money (external) and internalise it by equating it with pride and reputation. This is how one’s ego gets involved with your position in the market.

The Five Stages of Internal Loss

Once a person has internalised a market position, he doesn’t know how it is going to end. He then goes through these five stages. The five stages of Internal loss includes:

Denial - if you don’t sit down and calculate how much you are losing in a position, but while winning you know how much you are winning, then you’re denying the loss.
Anger - This follows the first stage. Anger is directed in all directions and projected onto the environment.
Bargaining - all you want to do is to get back even and that’s it.
Depression - sadness, distancing from loved ones, change in sleeping habits and being constantly tired.
Acceptance - resigning oneself to the inevitable.

Hope is a constant across all five stages. While going through the five stages above, many a time, one goes back and forth multiple times before finally reaching the acceptance stage. Acceptance may be reached either on ones own or due to market forces. With each rally, one tends to vacillate and shift stages. Even for profitable positions traders tend to go through these five stages. For e.g.., if a position is profitable, but not as profitable as it once was, we tend to get married to the price at which it was most profitable.

Psychological Fallacies of Risk

Most people who think they are investing are speculating. And most people who think they are speculating are gambling. Gambling creates risk. Investing or speculation assumes and manages the risk that already exists. Whether or not one is engaging in created or inherent risk is determined not by the activity itself but by the characteristics the person exhibits while engaging in the activity. The five kinds of activities are investing, trading, speculating, betting and gambling.

Investing is parting with capital with the expectation of safety of principal and a return on the capital in the form of dividends etc. It is essentially long-term. Trading is essentially defined as market-making. The idea is to keep the net position as close to zero as possible. Jobbing and trying to extract the bid and ask spread. Speculating is buying for resale rather than for use or income. Capital appreciation is the sole expectation in terms of returns that the speculator expects. Speculation is derived from the Latin word specere, which means to see. In other words, speculating means to visualise and perceive. Betting is an agreement between two parties wherein the party that is proved wrong about the outcome of an uncertain event will forfeit a stipulated sum.

Avoiding the Pitfalls

The book points out very early that many successful investors have opposing styles and theories on how to make money, and that they can not all be right at the same time. Set rules to describe what an opportunity looks like. As he puts it, “Your homework determines what parameters or conditions define an opportunity and your rules are the ‘if…then’ statements that implement your analysis.

By setting out in advance clear rules and processes for making decisions, you can avoid the possibility of panic or ego influencing your investment decisions at the exact moment when you don’t want them to. In our journey to make money in the markets, we want to stay in the game. We can only do that if we keep our losses small and if we never blow up. This approach is the way to long-term success. If we can just think in these terms on every trade- about watching our back as opposed to dreaming of the Rolls Royce with the profits from our trade-then we’ll avoid taking the kind of reckless and excessive risk that can lead to career-ending losses, like the one that Paul suffered.

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